Sunday, July 8, 2007

Waking up in 9th grade

Yep. So I apparently went to sleep a few days ago and woke up as a 16 year old with a crush on someone.

Sure, I’m attracted to people all the time (maybe too much), but I haven’t had what I would consider to be a “crush” in years. To be honest, it’s been so long that I didn’t even realize that this is what it is until a friend pointed it out to me.

Nothing will ever come of it, for only about a zillion reasons. But the interesting thing is that once I started thinking about this person in relation to the other people whom I’ve been interested in this way, I noticed a fairly shocking trend:

It seems that I’m almost exclusively interested in guys and girls that are either really bad for me, or have some issue(s) that would make a relationship really challenging.

Seriously, what’s up with that??

At any rate, my crush will pass and I guess it’s better to know this than to not know this. I guess I just never thought of myself as the type that would choose the “bad” guy (or girl) over the good one. Who knew?

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