Today

I've been feeling really down yesterday and today: I have such high expectations for myself, but I feel like I've been falling short of those in a number of ways lately. If I were a stronger and less fearful person, today would have been the day that I flew out to SF for my final interview and probably would have come home with a job offer. Instead, today was the day that I took off from work and laid around in my pajamas, watched tv, shopped online, and cleaned my bathroom. Sigh...

But at least one good thing happened today: Hung was declared the winner of Top Chef. (did I call it or what?!) I'm not really sure why I was rooting for him so much, but I'm really glad that he won. He got such a bad rap from people - nearly every blog I read and person I talked to thought that he was a jerk and an a** hole. But no matter what people think, he's a hell of a chef and totally deserves to win.